| p41 | Uncomfortable, agitated, alarmed, what is one to do? Further than a surprise it is a shock. The whole system is in panic. There is nothing to be done and a preciousness of doing. Rock the boat and nausea comes. This is not something one is up for. Over the top. Excruciating. Intense. Where went the life of dullness, there so long? What is to be done? It is unlivable, this feeling. The absolute has come. |