| p55 | Absoluteness come is the end of choice and the beginning of sanctification to the Holy One. Each will try, at first, to reject the absolute. She will say, "This should not matter so much to me. What is wrong with me? My attention needs to be elsewhere." No matter where she places her attention the absolute will not leave but will compel her life toward birth of the soul, absoluteness come into living. Five years or twenty fighting the absolute is easily done. "I have a family to provide for. A job. Bills to pay. Food to put on the table," he may say. He will know an absoluteness that matters more than mate or romance, mother or father, and do all he will to disclaim it. |